For those of you on this board that don't know it, the "Deacon" in my stage name of DJ Deacon Blues is an actual office in the Catholic Church that I hold.
I have been a Catholic Deacon since 1997. Basically what that means is that I can perform weddings, baptisms, and funeral services. I may also deliver the Homily (Sermon). I cannot consecrate or perform reconciliation (confession).
I began my study in what I call my second enlightenment period. Before that I was just coasting and going through the motions of Catholicity. I guess I was a catatonic Catholic.
One day, just before my father passed, something changed. My faith kind of clicked back on. I dove back into the Bible and started talking to my Pastor. I got more involved with the church. Along the way my father did pass and shortly after that I met my wife. After we were married I started the studies to become a Deacon and in June of 1997 I was ordained.
Not too long ago many things happened in my life and I experienced a faith slip. I found I was back to the motions again and started looking for more. I then became involved in a group of Charismatic Catholics. To say that being involved with them is faith rousing is saying the least. When I need my spiritual batteries recharged, I celebrate Mass with them.
Others may have also heard me talk of some Eastern beliefs I have. I meditate and my wife and I are celibate, preferring to channel the sexual energy to the spirit. I have introduced prayer meditation to my Charismatic group with some very phenomenal results in regard to spirituality.
I once heard it said that man creates God in his own image. It is my firm belief that when God breathed life into the first man, that spark of life was a tiny piece of God.
It does not matter how you believe that man came to be. I believe that every process in this universe has a Divine Hand in it and find a belief of an instantaneous creation of man just as compelling as an evolutionary process from microorganisms to more complex forms; both end in the birth of a complex organism called man that had to have at the root of it a Divine process. Whether you believe that the first man and woman were Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden or Lucy and Ricky in Olduvai Gorge, you have to admit that man has this certain self awareness that is just absent from most of the creatures around us. I firmly believe that self awareness is the result of that tiny spark of God given to us at the beginning.
Sorry, you have to take it all on faith.